magiclovechildmaria

All is fair in love and war. My arse is it.

Err, dunno if I have 20 things to say. Here goes: 1. Like Natalie, I have poetry published. One in an American poetry journal (on the opening page! Hell yeah!), and one in some book when I was like 13. :) 2. I love Alex. 3. I'm fucking knackered today. 4. The piñata's nearly finished! 5. Erm, I need to do my media coursework 6. Staying at my sister's for 2 days this half term. 7. It's nearly Christmas! 8. I'm still in my PJs 9. We're going to go buy a new fish for my aquarium today, probably another kissing gourami! 10. Gonna let Alex drive my car today. 11. I need some more foundation. Pixi no.3 sheer natural base if anyone's

Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs of violence of love and of sorrow I beg for just one more tomorrow where you hold me down, fold me in deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins I break in two over you, oh I break in two And each piece of me dies And only you can give the breath of life But you don't see me, you don't Here I'm pinned between darkness and light Bleached and blinded by these nights where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn by you, visions of you then you're gone. The shock bleeds the red from my fa